
Cancer is a HEAVY load to bear. There is NO WAY anyone can get through it on their own. It weighs on you not only physically, but also mentally and emotionally. My cancer journey can be found on my fb account in a group Matt made for me called "Sunshine for Cindy." There, I have documented everything on a weekly basis. I won't go into much about it on this family blog, but know that I have been so grateful for those who have helped carry this load. Matt has been amazing, as well as my children. Friends and family have helped in so many ways. Most importantly, my Savior has bourne my sorrows and helped still my aching heart. He has comforted me in my despair. I have grown closer to Him and have enjoyed attending the temple each Tuesday. I talk with Him in the Celestial Room each time, and I know He is there for me and always will be. Im pretty sure the artist who designed the picture above meant to hide the face of the person helping the lady with the huge load - probably because that person can be many and isn't subjected to just one person.


A therapy dog name Macho the Magnificent came to the clinic and licked my ankles.
I have been wearing ice mittens and booties this go around. I feel like it has helped immensely with lessening the side effects of neuropathy.
My hair continues to fall out, but not at an alarming rate like it did 6 years ago. However, my hair has thinned enough that I feel more comfortable wearing hats and wigs now.
Here I am with LuLu - I got her for free from the clinic. But Joni told me I didn't look good in it so I bought Betty. Stay tuned to meet Betty.
This go around, I have put on 20 pounds! I thought I would lose like I did last time, but nope. Quite the opposite. Probably the extra steroids I'm given each week.
A horrible side effect that I've had this go around has been: snot clots! I wake up in the middle of the night not being able to breathe because huge, sticky, bloody snot clots like the one pictured above have been a thorn in my side or should I say nose? I have had countless bloody noses as well.
Dr. Chipman (my chemo doc) put me on the following regimen:
Weekly treatments of Taxol and Carboplatin
Tri-weekly treatments of Bevacizumab (targeted therapy drug)
The taxol and carbo are given to me is smaller doses so my body can handle them better. HOWEVER... I had an allergic reaction to Taxol half way through my treatment and on my 9th treatment of Carbo, I developed an allergic reaction to it as well.
So then Dr. Chipman put me on Taxotere. (That stuff is a bit more brutal than the Taxol.)